February 2011
in my mind, i’m such a foul, bitter person to myself and others. even people i love. i find reasons, even small ones, to dislikes them, because part of me feels i don’t deserve friends. i don’t deserve love. yet, at the same time, it often feels like i am not loved at all- that i am alone and that no one cares as much as i need them too. people don’t realise how much i need...
“You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll...”
– Looking For Alaska (via let-it-bleed)
