then again, i never do. i’m not sure why. i have to have two sessions with him every week now. thursday and friday.
on the last week i could see him before his 2week leave, i didn’t go. i felt too horrible.
it just seems too hard to talk about things from the past month or so. i guess things have been getting better, yes, but my head isn’t much better. if anything, it’s worse- but for reasons i don’t really talk to him about. i only talk about my ‘gender issues.’
and i don’t know, there’s something about him which makes me uncomfortable.